OH - I should say that I'm madly in love with Wilson and it's all good and rosy and we're going home for the 4th time in 2 months WOW because I feel at home with him and Mum and Dad like him and he's fun to be with for everyone around and it's awesome.
Rob convinced Mariel, Wils and I to go to the Engineers Ball last night at his birthday dinner. So now we're all going to the ball together. Should be good. Suits, dresses, drinkies and then some more drinkies! I want to look HOT of course, which is hard in winter for me but we'll see how I go. Maybe just some decent underwear. I would go buy that black slinky number Mara and I saw the other day but I don't think winter was that kind to my body shape! So - Mara's red awesome dress it might be - I'll bring up Nana's old fake jewellery to go with it...and can you see I'm a tad excited?
So right now I'm sitting in Wilson's apartment, with his sister, listening to Cat Power and waiting for my darling to get home from Curtin so we can go buy me headphones and maybe go see his friends at the Scarbs play a gig. But I doubt it. Just the shopping (because I NEED headphones!).
So - I'm tired, have a sore neck, a twitchy eye, am only just getting better (still) but everything is fricken awesome and I'm happy and I want more time in every day to see friends and walk along the river (which is so cool, if you haven't walked around the Swan DO IT) and be happy.
Work is going well, loads of work though and I may have a twitch from stress though I think it's from my neck/back being out. Wilson isn't that great with massages.
I feel fat today, I think I just drank a lot of coffee - I should probably wash and feel better but I'm finding that writing is very therapeutic for me right now. I don't think I've been allowing my thoughts to get out recently. It's good to do.
So bloody James - I worry if I'm meant to do something about him. But then, what? Meh.
It also scares me a little that Wilson and I have so many long term plans together. It's good, but scary. We're happy and know it and want it t endure and know it will. Oh man I hope I'm not eating my words in a month or two! But then just the fact that I'm making this public is a big thing, right? Heh.
Right now, we're still listening to Cat Power, Jessie is eating the strawberries I bought today and I'm looking out across the Swan (man Wilson is lucky) and I think Wilson should be about to walk through the door. :) Which means it's time to relax a bit more than I am....and I'm really concentrating on doing just that currently, because I don't think I'm doing myself any favours by being uptight and bus all the time. It's just hard when you want to do so much!
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